the end is near

The end is near,

I welcome fear,

The end is near,


The end of what though?

life? all I know?

but what do I really know?



what if all I believe is not what I made it out to be?

for I've created this life, this world I call my reality,

all that I see,


Is it really there?

the feelings, the pain, the love, the happiness,

my ideas of what's unfair

all the times I said I was blessed,


blessed with what?

what the fuck was I talking about?

the only real feeling, is when I cut

because in the end, the lights go out,


the idea of true love,

making up love, when nothing's enough


programmed to believe,

I break away for relief,

and end up programming myself into more bullshit,

this is it,



the end is near,

I welcome fear....


written by: Frank Hannen-Pantaleon